14 hours to go!! birthday na ng bebe kow!!   

ako lang yung excited! too excited that i wasn't even able to buy him his gift pa!   it's his fault anyway! he's alwayz around kc.. as in everyday ha! i never had a chance to do some shop strolling alone. good thing i talked him out yesterday na di muna kami magkita ngayon coz i have lots of projects to do for finals. lame excuse! but he bought it naman. but i kinda noticed his sheepish grin na parang he knows that i needed the time to look for his gift. haha. kapal nya!

anyway, i still haven't figured out what to give him. i mean i do have a lot in mind but i can't seem to pick out the best. i was planning to surprise him with a cake na may isang candle.. like in the movies.. no originality pero it's very sweet! but it's so kulang.

my sister suggested na i should make a scrapboook with our pictures, memorabilias & all those funny captions. it's a cute idea but i don't have that much time na, ya know! so maybe i'll just bring him to a motel, sing him a birthday song while stripping and give him a good bj!  i'm sure he'll love that! who wouldn't want that! haha. neh! kidding! too cosmo!

i still have less than 14 hours to figure this out. i know it's just his birthday & i shouldn't be making this all so big a deal. but i really wanna make bawi to him coz last year, i wasn't able to make his birthday special coz it was really a bad timing and i really don't wanna talk about that shit anymore. basta, this is goin to be a blast! i hope.

Currently feeling: rushed

yesterday, i had a bad day.. i woke up with a big zit on my left cheek!! aargghhh..
when i checked the time, i realized i woke up 30 minutes late! which means i'd have to spend 30 minutes less on my beauty rituals.

classes weren't too bad. but as soon as it dismissed, rain started to fall! huh? it's been 2 months without it.. and i thought this was going to be one hot dry summer. i love the rain but i hate what it does to my hair.. it always make it look frizzy! i opened my bag, reached out for my comb and... IT WASN'T THERE!! ... ('')

relax... u can tie your hair up anyway.. u'd still look pretty i'm sure..

and there he was.. after one big badtrip.. the one who can make all that bull go away..

haayy.. feels great to have someone save me from all the mess this cruel world gives me everyday.. ahehe.. feels great to be in love..

Currently feeling: satisfied

I looked at him and i felt his embarassment. Justin was so cruel to make him feel that way. I wanted to make him feel comfortable so i took his hand, squeezed it slightly and when he turned to me, I smiled sweetly . He smiled back then shyly looked down. We cotinued to walk & when justin saw us holding hands, he stopped teasing. It was a long moment of silence. The jeepney stop was still 6 blocks away. I still did not release his hand.. not sure if it's really making him comfortable. but i know i should be the one to start the conversation..

"what was your name again?"
"francis"

"u from?
"bukidnon.. phillips"

" i see.."
i guess that didn't go well..

another block of silence... 4 blocks to go...

I decided to release his hand which i realized was the reason why he seemed so uneasy..

then i giggled softly.. saying, "ahehe.. people might mistake me as your girlfriend" (wasn't sure if that was the right thing to say )

"ok lang, you're pretty naman eh!"

i know.. i know.. haha.. i didn't expect he could say something like that. It sounded really amusing. I never liked guys playing smooth on me but this one sounded too innocent to be considered a smooth-talker.

So there, i started the conversation. Haha! But i knew it wouldn't be a long one 'coz were already 2 blocks away from parting. But we still managed to give each other a good laugh.

We reached the final block. It was time to say goodbye to my new friend. But something came up. He finally asked me for a date!!

i said "NO".. why? i dunno.. it just came out from my mouth.

he asked for my number. i did not give it. i hate me!!
i said goodbye and i knew that was going to be our last...


( that's how i met my boyfriend.. we're 1 year & 7 months now!!)

Currently listening to: burn - usher
Currently feeling: the past